richard-craven

Dear Diary,

               For the past few months I felt a horrid pain in my heart and I have just found out that I have a very unusual disease that was unknown to the doctor and the doctor told me that I only have a few months left till I die. At this point I am very afraid knowing that I only have a few months left. For most people if they knew that they had only a few months till they die they probably wanted to do so much but for me the only thing that I desire is to is past on my seed to a woman so that my next generation can live on. And to fullfill this desire I am gonna buy a 16 year old girl from pirates sailing off the coast becauase I have herd that the pirates are selling young girls for a very decent price and I think that its the only way I have to passing my seed on to the next generation. THE FEW DAYS LATER.... I passed on my seed to the girl I have bought and I have successfully passed on my seed to the girl. A few days have passed and I just foud out that the girl is pregnant to my baby. I think that if I die right now at this min. I can rest in peace finally and I think that I will have no regrets from my past life and I just hope that my kid will live on knowing that I wasn't such a good person and I hope my child will learn from the mistakes I have made and make the best of his/her lives and I hope that he/she can be loved by everyone that comes across him/her. But I am sad that I won't be able to see my child before I die and I regret not doing this sooner. I hope that my child will be a very successful person and I hope that he/she will make better choices at least bettwer choices than I have made. I haven't really made that much fourtune but I hope that after I die he/she will take the money and make it into a big fourtune and make a really family with a wife and kids. And I hope that my generation will live on and on living a better life than I had and. well Im pretty sure that this is the last journal I am gonna write but I hope than my child will find this journal and write in it just like I have and I hope my child will past it on to his/her child. And all I want to say to my child is that I am sorry and that I love him/her.