Thomas-Hooker

Hey journal, being with my son has been very tough so far. He has been nothing but problems, we dont ever talk and he is always mad at me. He blames me for the reason his mother died, but it wasn't my fault. We dont know what happened to her, but I do know that I had nothing to do with her dying. I wish he could understand that, he never talks to me, and we're always arguing about everything. There is no respect anymore, he does what he wants when he wants. Even if I take disciplinary actions he doesn't listen he just goes on and does whatever he wants. We no longer can do anything all the problems we basically have aren't going to get solved anytime soon. No matter what i decide to do he will still act like this with me. I wish there was a way to show him that his mother died but it wasn't my fault. He doesn't want to understand that, I feel like I am under pressure to do something quick or else he will do something that can kill him. Especially with the revolution still going on its been months now, and there hasn't been any changes. Everyday I have to fear that something will happen to my son or me especially my son. What shall I do? No matter what I seem to do everything ends ub becoming worse. I have tried everything in my power to make things good, but now what? Well for now journal I will try my best to make things better, but if I can't then what shall I do? Thank you O so very much journal you have been a lot of help. Thank You and Bye!!