Amber-Alas

     Today was a hectic day! I do not even know where to begin.Today students in my class were being so disrespectful. They would not bother to listen to me or pay attention to what I was trying to teach them.What suprised me the most, was the fact that Isabel was the worst!I was not going to tell her father but, I felt like I had to or else she would think it was okay to act in an unmannerly way. So I come home , planning to tell Adam about her behavior and I see him sitting quietly on our bed. I walk in and he is staring at my with tears in his eyes. I asked him what was wrong. Hoping it was not the question I have been trying to aviod for the past couple of years. What a suprise! It was the question. He asked me why we have not yet had children yet. I did not know what to say. I wanted to tell him but i was shakened by what his reaction may be. Maybe he would get angry or not want to speak with me. I was feeling confused, so I walked away. I carried on with doing chores around the house but, I was feeling convicted with the whole situation. A couple of hours passed and Adam was not speaking to me. I went into the kitchen to encounter him. I started off telling him about Isabel, he did not seem to care at all. So I got to the point. I told him I was barren. There was a complete silence between us for a while. He told me this cannot be true and simply walked away. All of this happened I would say an hour ago. I have not spoken to him and he has not spoken to me. I do feel like I do not have any burdens any longer.