Amber-Alas

        Well I'm happy to say that I found somebody new. This man, real man of God makes me so happy.His name is Micheal Acosta. I have been with him for the past couple months. I believe 8 months.He has two daughters named Elizabeth and AnnMarie Acosta. We are very happy together. He understands my situation of becoming blind soon and not knowing when I'm going to pass away. He says he'll be here for me. We want to start a family. The only problem is that he lives in a city called Amesbury. Amesbury is a city here in Essex County, Massachusetts. I decided I'm going to leave this farm. I'm finally going to move on with my life.I am going to miss this place. I have so many memories here. Adam my son has moved on with his. He got married. I have given all the money that I ever saved up to Adam. He has  a wife to support him and now I have Michael. God doesn't want me to be miserable. I may have a little time to live but I'm going to make the best of it. I always wonder how my life is going to be when I loose my eyesight. How difficult it is going to be. I remember how Matthew my youngest son would always help me out. He wrote a letter to me a couple weeks ago letting me know how happy he is in New, York with his step mother and cheating father. I believe there searching for him because of the great sin he committed. I hope they catch him. But anywho, I'm here in my room waiting for Michael to come home so that we could eat dinner together. He's coming over to talk about the whole moving situation. I honestly can't wait until me and his daughters get along. I don't have a daughter so I think it will be a wonderful experience. I can take them out and have brunch. My problem is that they're both daddy's girls!!